went to watch ah long pte ltd today. actually i wanted to post a happy post, but not now. too pissed to post a happy post. i'll probably screw up if i try. i'll have another attempt tomorrow.

anyway, i'm pretty pissed with my parents. it's like: one moment we're joking with each other, and the next moment they start scolding me and commenting on how rude i am and "other people's children arent so rude. it must be our fault for not teaching her properly."guess what. that just came from the person who used to tell me never to compare yourself to other people. wow.great job, people. must be your fault for not teaching me well; like i'm a dog or something.

and my mum just came in to tell me to "hurry up and go to sleep" and that "you 越来越不昕话了"

WHAT THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM WITH YOU ADULTS?do you really think that all you say is correct and therefore we must obey? i know that you have all the experience so you're usually correct, and we're supposed to obey our parents no matter what, if something goes wrong they are responsible. but it just sounds wrong sometimes and in alot of those cases they ARE wrong. stop nagging at me, will you?

WILL YOU JUST BLOODY SHUT UP AND LET ME RANT AND COMPLAIN FOR FIVE MINUTES?! i know that kids in your time were more polite and obedient. i dont want to bloody know, okay!

my parents remind me of cats when you stroke their bellies. they enjoy it, then suddenly they attack you when they realise what vulnerable position they are in.

call me crazy if you want, but i just love reffering to cats. know why? i just love their style. for example, in a room full of cat lovers and one person who's, say, allergic to cats, it goes to the one allergic to cats (there's a valid reason for this but i dont wanna say it, find out for yourself). irony. i simply love it.

i have another reason to be depressed. the cat downstairs (the one i always meet) went missing for awhile, and i was quite happy to see that it was back. but when i went over, i saw that it had a collar on. i was pretty upset for various unexplainable reasons, like: i'm actually not it's real owner or anything. okay this sounds stupid but just shut up, okay.

what's more, when i went over to say hi,(and i was already depressd about the collar), my parents shouted at me not to touch it because it was dirty.one, i already petted it lots of times,and i didnt die or anything. two. QUIT INSULTING ME,WILL YOU, its late and you'll disturb the peace, and I'M NOT A LITTLE KID YOU CAN TELL ME FOR GOODNESS SAKE WHY DO YOU HAVE TO SHOUT?!WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?!

there.see? i'm way too depressed and upset to post a happy post. great job people, you just ruined my day.

so there.