this is depressing. i'm, just damn depressed.
our squad is seemingly shrinking and almost half of it thinks that SJ is a complete waste of time, or so it seems.

our uniforms are coming soon, and POP is coming damn soon.why? this just sucks.
i will never forget this year's std4 instructors for our squad(not forgetting those whowent SMC1).you all made a difference in my SJ life and i will never forget that.
some of you , instructors and squadmates alike, have counselled me and given me great advice. thank you. i won't forget you or your advice.
why do you all have to pass out so soon?
it seems like it was only yesterday. when we had our first pt and someone in the squad was hiding in a corner, refusing to budge until after loads of persuasion. when staff elizabeth was talking to us, telling us that her SMC's goal was unlike that of the first batch of instructors, but instead to train us to be a squad of JNCO standard. when we had POP last year and our new SC marched in, scaring us out of our minds with her stern looking face.when i was sitting at the computer and crying like some idiot as i had a long talk with an instructor. when the squad was pissed at me and i was so worried they would hate me forever like my class seemed to that i cried for a whole night. when i had comp train with the team 2 people, with the instructors, and even with that one instuctor who left. when we had our first aid comp during std 1 camp and i almost cried after reading the notes from our instructors.when the standard ones first came in and some instructor left us. when a prank was played on us. when we had our first squad pt,when only half the squad came.when we got promoted without our uniforms.when we first thought of a prank to plan. when we had our first squad outing. when i said what i shouldnt have. when we had an unofficial footdrill session in the morning at the grandstand with heavy rain pouring down.when i got loads of interesting advice from both squadmates and instructors alike.

it seems like it was only yesterday.

damn. why is it all going by so fast? we're already standard 2s. i don't know where the whole 1 year went. it's so fast. we've just met our first batch of juniors. why is it that the stuff like lessons take so long, yet trainings go by so fast? why is it that the squad never seems to meet up to do stuff even though there's so little time left?why?

it's all so fast.

this year's POP will be the second one we see. 2 our of 4.2 more to our own. time's fleeting by. we'd better hurry.

fellow squadmates, no matter how small our squad strength, the squad strength is a lot! TOGETHER AS ONE! STD2S '08 ROCK ON!!!

and now i'm crying again.
call me emo if you want. i dont care. our squad is PRO.