i dont know why i'm posting this, but.
today's worship. the music kind of washed over me, overwhelmed me, and i couldnt help but close my eyes and sing my heart out like i hadn't a care in the world. most people had their eyes wide open, but just had this urge to close mine and ignore everything else around me.
and i did.
halfway through we sang 'once again' and i suddenly had that sort of feeling you get when you're about to cry. and i almost did. i could feel the tears welling up in my eyes, even though i wasnt thinking of anything sad, and the song wasnt a very sad one either.
and yet i somehow enjoyed it.
i dont know how.
maybe i just need to let it go.
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tried to play cai hong on my guitar. couldnt. all the tabs (aka something you can read to play a song that requires plucking, like a sort of score) were like, screwed? they were the melody, not acompaniment, which was what i needed-.- and it sounded crappy.
my fingers feel funny.
