havent posted for veryveryvery long.
recent stuff:

cross country. i was number 243, came in 223. would have been 222 if i knew i could cut the queue, which shermin managed to do before me (SHE got 222nd) screwed lah, they put us at the back, impossible to overtake, so many people. if i ran in a small group and they timed me my placing would be so much better -.-

saw staff xunlin before the run, got a lucky handshake from her XD. if you've ever shook her hand before you'll know what its like(: thanks staff!

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intracomp.

ran through the rain, should have taken a bus but was too rushed to think properly. got soaked, despite trying to shelter my hair with my uniform. (or else it'd be WET under my beret) in the end my hair was soaked too. oh well. took a chance to emo.

when i got to school, put down my soaked stuff, and chionged to change. I think my squad probably thought i was nuts, because...well yeah. i think i was pretty much hyperventilating, because i was worried I would be late, and everyone was either tellling me to hurry go change or asking if i was alright. it was pretty heartening to her tham ask that despite the circumstances. not many people care for me like that.

met kimberly in the toilet, passed her hairnet. lol she already wore the rest of her uniform yet she left not much earlier than me -.- was almost late for first parade. could hear them shouting while i was adjusting my hairnet. swore in front of some NP people, and chionged to the lt area, realised no one was there, bumped into a sir, asked him, ran to hall. dumped my ziplock bag into the valuables box, chionged to fall in, and was interrogated by sgt mae ans yeukho as to the whereabouts of marcus. he was even later than me

TOC was sad. marcus and i didnt pull hard enough, couldnt kick stretcher open for half a minute. screwed up 2 out of 4 1-2-1 drills. and couldnt push the stretcher properly while going down the stairs. pity didnt go for last TOC session the day before. had stupid IVP at nanyang poly from which i chionged back to school with huixian in the rain to do footdrill. good thing i got my squad tee to change into(: it's NICE

case. I STONED. after a too-fast treatment for shock, I stoned. just ventilated heart attack casualty (sgt janson). no reassuarance, no checking avpu, no checking for brain damage. $&$%&. i stoned for my std1 case too i think. for team case. tabitha, stop stoning.

FD. kekanan puseng on the march was on wrong foot. told myself to march off on right foot. screwed. slow reaction. penguined abit i think. why couldnt i cover it up?!?!?! i screwed it up completely.