i know i shouldnt write this here. if you dont want to read it then dont. that's your problem. if you read this and get pissed off again for the millionth time, dont blame me. I know I'm a rude person. but so are you. can't you put yourself in my shoes for once? just try scolding yourself in that way.


You are so bloody annoying at times.Yes I'll admit you're usually friendly and nice. Biut when you get pissed you become unreasonable. And it's freaking annoying.

When I told you to listen without saying any formalities, it was because you were in a rush, therefore I tried to type faster, to help you. Then when I told you something, you asked me again, which means you weren't paying attention, which is exactly what you told me what not to do.

Do you think you're the only person affected? You think I don't think for you before I make a decision? Did I ever force you to do anything? No.

I understand you've probably got a short temper or something. But can you just stop thinking of yourself, stop losing your temper, stop bloody coming to bloody conclusions that are obviously not true?

Maybe when you're pissed you can't think properly and so everything doesn't seem to make sense, everything seems unfair to you. But for once, couldn't you just place yourself in someone else's shoes first?

Maybe I'm being a hypocrite when I'm saying this. You're probably got reasons for being pissed, you've probably got a short temper.

You think we want to make your life hard for you? You think we're that evil? If your job's hard, our is just as bad, you know. If you want to negotiate, fine. But why the heck do you have to lose your temper so quickly before you even find out what's going on?

Do you really think you're the only person who ever gets pissed and that everyone else is numb to your scolding, your jumping to comclusions, your temper tantrums? Do you think we just remain neutral to it and don't feel a single thing, like zombies or something?

You claim you're not angry, it's just that you want to make a point. But do you really mean it? Even if you don't look angry or talk angrily, it's pretty obvious by just looking at what you say. It's obvious through your body language. And even if you mean to emphasise when you use caps, you think I would know? It's not like no one shouts using caps you know.

I'm sorry. Maybe you think I'm the one jumping to conclusions. Maybe you think I'm being unfair. Maybe you think I'm picking on you because I'm pissed. Maybe you're thinking what a mean, short-tempered, hypocritical friend you've got here.

But seriously, I wrote this to let you know. Maybe you'll just pass it off as me just being pissed, emo, or crapping. I don't expect you to change, because that's just you, and it's not like I'm always 100% right or that everyone should listen to me. I'm human too, I make mistakes, I have feelings that affect my thinking.

I have feelings. You aren't the only one who does. Think about it.

I don't want to nag, but seriously, you need to know this. Y0u may claim to know this already, but does it mean anything to you at all?