Tuesday, January 29, 2008
i'm just damn pissed today; for various reasons, including my stupid life
not like today was bad or anything, after all i was one of the only 3 girls who could keep stay on the pullup bar for 30 seconds and yadayada.
but it's just damn stupid.i mean, the moment i got on the com, i get tossed from wave to another in the sea of...madness.
my life totally sucks. i mean seriously.my teachers, my parents, whatever.
my teachers.its just stupid. like that yls. loves the guys so damn much that he asks me to go treat a BRUISE. i know i said this before, but seriously, i cant stand him. so damn gay larh.at least i can get extra marks for his sub. my teachers are driving me nuts. the rest are kinda ok, in fact some are too nice. but that guy drives me beyond nuts. he's like a damn disgrace to all the other teachers, pulls the average tolerability of all of them
way down.
and my parents. especially my mum. keeps asking me why i stay so late to go msn and whatever. what's her damn problem?! cant i just have some freedom or something? why the heck does she keep having to come to spy on me and see what i'm doing? does it matter or affect her anyway?
WILL YOU ALL JUST QUIT IT? THIS IS MY LIFE NOT YOURS. STAY OUT OF IT IF IT ISNT CONCERNING YOU. WHY DO ADULTS ALL THINK THEY ARE THE ALL-KNOWING ONES?! JUST DAMN BLOODY LEAVE ME ALONE TO RANT FOR 5 MINUTES WILL YOU?!
there. that's better. not complately happy and whatever now, but at least i'm not so mad. talk more next time when I'm not so damn emo, especially after listening to some emo song (aka. keep holding on (by avril lavigne), check it out youreself of you want. Don't wanna post the lyrics or I'm gonna start crying or something.)ok not really emo, but if you're feeling emo it'll make you cry so don't argue with me.
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today we had training!!! and i almost died during pt even though it was only two rounds thanks to mr siva who made us run 4 rounds (at 3rd and 4th lane!)for pe. what the heck.
we started training with slow march and i almost died doing timing. from one end of the parade square to the other only larh, but the timing is SIAN. it almost made me wanna fall asleep. sgt xun lin seemed damn pissed during footdrill. kept screaming at us.then after that came an ultra short FA lesson, but before that, the reporting, omg it was a DISASTER. did i mention that i was i/c?(and we forgot to sediya the squad!!whoops.) anyway, haonan tried about 3 or 4 times, but kept bursting into fits of laughter. i kinda got quite mad (and abit worried the seniors would start screaming at us) so i kinda hit him on the arm with a resulting slapping sound louder than i had anticipated.whoops. in the end i had to report, with a long silence in between when my mind suddenly went completely blank.
when we were changin into pt kit yongsheng LAGGED. we asked 4 time extension from sgt xun lin but were still late. i was afraid we would all get in BIG trouble if we didnt get there on time and i was screaming nonstop at yongsheng to hurry up. feel pretty bad about that now.sry yongsheng.
pt was interesting. we actually ran only 2 rounds but it seemed harder than last training when they made us carry logs, one to 3 people. probably cuz of the morning 4 rounds.then we had to go down in crunches position while each person ran 1 round at a time while everyone else stayed like that. haonan kinda could take it i think. at the first half of my round i sprinted like i was nuts and was ahead of sgt justin for quite a distance, and kinda died at the second half, so i did a slow jog. feel pretty guilty now.so today i ran 7 rounds in total. wth.
for warm ups i kinda kept saying stuff even though they asked haonan, and we had to redo some stuff. whoops. they scolded the i/cs for doing wrong stuff. whoops. sry people.
after last parade came a damn LAME joke from the std4s. sgts xun lin and justin (aka the std4s in smc2 08 who can scold the fiercest) were screamng at us to knock it down. we were blur at first then they told us (actually shouted at us) to go down in pumping position. then i went something like this:
sgt justin:std2s! do you know what you did wrong?
us: no sgt!
sgt j:do you want to know what you did wrong?
us: yes sgt!
sgt j: you nvr say byebye to the instructors who are leaving? (sgts candice, ho si min, kok swee and cpl eve are going over to smc1. sad) go and squeeze there!
so we chiong over there,and see all the instructors trying to control their laughter. wth. it was a prank obviously. stupid larh, but also damn funny.(they damn good at pretending to be mad larh! we were saying mext time our cadets must also do that) and apparently it was sgt xun lin's idea.lol. no wonder.
so the 4 sgts (sgt kok swee came late cuz he was duty sgt) were talking to us. sgt ho si min gave us postcards, sgt candice gave flowers which she picked herself from the field i think (and sgt justin was saying bet you guys never knew she was so ...(i forgot what word he used. sentimental? whatever word it wass that he used to describe squadmates who gave flowers to juniors)) and cpl dawn 'gave us her words that she meant with all her heart'. haha. did the we are are sj cheer with the std4s leading and took pics.
later on the std3s kept asking us why they told us to knock it down. 'isit cuz i nvr pandan properly?' and stuff like that. when i told them they were like giving the diao look.
i waited for charlotte to go back together cuz i thought the others werent but turned out they did! yay! our squad spirits better now perhaps? (:
we discussed ideas for squad outing on the train, and the std3s (yasi, peijun and 2 others, but i forgot who)came to the front carriage (where we were) and we were making dumb jokes about how popular we were. lol.
NEW STD1S ARE COMING NEXT TRAINING!wonder how many there'll be.
I stopped ranting at | 5:45 AM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
before todays post:
I AM SO DAM N F***ING PISSED OF WITH THAT YANG LAO SHI. he's damn gay sometimes lar. i mean. yesterday mook got a bruise on his hand after banging it on the table right after hcl class. a BRUISE. and yang lao shi was acting as though like what, he fractured his hand or something, making a big fus out of it, asking me to put medicine on it(though i have no idea of what that would be) and what about finding sj senior to help him. then i was telling mook to just put ice if wants, but it's not really necessary, and yang lao shi was like(in chinese): oh, cannot tell him just go put ice, must go
help him put ice. i mean what the heck. and while he was blabbering his head off mook and i were just giving each other the diao look. later on while he blabbered on with mook (i do NOT want to mention his name so i from here i shall refer to the abovementioned chinese teacher as anythin that can be used to refer to males or you-know-who) i walked in front of them with clar,and mook went off later on. good riddance. or you-know-who, that is. but whatever. my fury was pretty much gone after talking to a squadmate who claims to have escaped from IMH, and some seniors. but i got pissed off with my mum after that when she screamed at me to hurry up go and sleep or she would lock the door.damn.why do they have to sleep so damn early?
back to today. ran 4 rounds round the track with cherisse (and got a blister on my toe). at first I saw 2 girls sitting on the edge of the track and i could have sworn the one on the left was sgt xun lin, but i have no idea who the other one was. sgt ho si min? whatever. I wondered for the first 3 rounds, and waved to sgt xun lin at the start of the 4th (a whole group of them was there now, and quite a few turned to look at me. whoops.) saw the std4 comp teams and the std3 nursing comp team practicing footdrill. it was damn nice larh.
later after flagraising cherisse and i had to chiong all the way to LA lecture (and in one big round, to add on to that.) from the parade square to class to get the LA lecture stuff we completely forgot about, and from class to the area between LTs 1 and to, from LT one to LT 2 (or was it the other way round?) after reaslising the first one we checked was the wrong one) to LT3 (which was the correct one and both LTs 1 and 2 were the wrong ones, so there) turns out we weren't so late and some people were still getting seated. whew. tmr i will probably have to run at least 6 rounds (3 for pe, cuz thats what we did LAST week, and at least 3 for sj ,i think)
lolx. the whole class was laughing like hell during history presentation later on because of a certain explorer (or something) with the name Rustichello (if you dont realise, it sounds like something about a stringed instrument which has succumbed to erm...rust.)
whatever. gotta go and polish boots or something now. damn. my boots polish is cracked or something. gotta repair it. and another thing. tmr there is both PE AND TRAINING (which means PT).oh man.and i hope the STUPID BLOODBANK THING doent fall on a training day, or else i'll go nuts.because THATS THE TRAINING THE NEW STD1S ARE COMING IN! ooh. wonder how many will come in to stay. hopefully its a saturday training, cuz i wont miss it, and our first training was a saturday one. haha.
I stopped ranting at | 2:22 AM
today we had a thrashing out session. yep.among our squad(some of us anyway)
sgt eli was telling us some stuff and decided that we should have some time to 'voice out our opinions'. which resulted in a squad thrashing out sesson, meaning we all said stuff like:
'oh, i wann aapologise for doing...'
'..! i bu shuang with you cuz...'
it sounds kinda rude and stuff but surprisingly we somehow managed to enjoy ourselves and kept laughing
later on we were doing this std2 whoosh thing during which we kinda said the wrong thing and ended up laughing.
jia min was also telling sgt eli that we felt quite guilty when she kept saying she wasnt a good instructor and she looked...okay nevermind. she was giving her 'emo' look. whatever. and xin yi started crying, which made christine cry, and i almost ended up crying too. xin yi's emoness(?)is contagious. whoops. no offense xin yi! meant that in a good way okay, so don't get mad at me XD
apparently sgt ho si min's been reading our blogs and was saying mine said something about missing last year's std4s. whoops. but that doen't mean we don't like them right?
in case any std4s are reading this, you ppl rock!!!!!(:
wahaha. the sgts sure can do alot of wierd stuff.
AND OMG THIS YEAR WE HAVE 12 YR ONES PUT SJ AS FIRST CHOICE!!OMG YAY!!!(ahaha better have more ppl join after all that screaming!!!)
I stopped ranting at | 4:38 AM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
nothing much happened today larhs.
but yesterday. ahaha
there was a lizard/gecko/chameloen(chameleon?!thats what some people said)/whatever in the aircon. i was helping sher min rescue her bag cuz from her place she would have to go directly under the erm... lets call it freddy for now (which is the name all the lizards that we see in my house are called) under freddy. so i helped her grab iit from the side.they said turn it off to close the vanes. turned out the lizard dropped out because of that, causing almost all the girls to scream and run out of class, resllting in me trying very hard to not to burst into endless peals of laughter. whatever. am i sadistic or what? anyway,back to the point. so later on i was covering it with a can that was on the teachers table (don't ask me what it was doing there). but sher min said she wouldnt want to sit there, so in the end i managed to get some sort of booklet under te can. but when i flipped it over somehow freddy got flipped out. poor thing. was probably in the aircon the whole day the day before, and now only the tail was twitching, with no more movement. anyways. sher min had the broom so she was sweeping freddy into the can and finally when she managed to i went out and tipped freddy into the grass, upside down (whoops) with tail only twitching. (wonder what the creature's up to now. dead or already thawed out and roaming about? or perhaps died from overhandling and shock and trauma? haha. whatever_
the guys from 3m (opposite our class) were talking about all the fuss (ie. unneccesary screaming) by the others and they were screaming at me (they still hadn't gotten over it yet) to dump the can. so in the confusion i just dumped the whole thing (meaning the booklet and can) into the bin and later on everyone was saying the can was wasted. well some people anyway.
oh yes. during lunch today i met haihua who asked me how to do the drill for i/c duties and stuff. so i told her. later on we were arguig about whether we needed to salute since we didnt have our proper uniform, so we asked sgt xunlin (who was the nearest std4, and we were near their squad arguing about it) and we had this long conversation until we realised we were late for our ivp/bizlab/fps/whatever and had to chiong off.
bah.i'm so pissed off with enzhi. the people who were supposed to sweep floor this week didnt so i was the first one this week. (proof was the postits that had taken refuge under zi ying's and my table) and enzhi was complaining about me not sweeping everything properly and sweeping it all to a corner (the dustpan had myseriously diappeared)and making a huge fuss about it. as if he had emptied the bin properly. it still had lots of rubbish in it, so there. and i was the first one to sweep the floor this week. now that i think of it isould have remained calm and just have a nice little argument in which i would infuriate enzhi with my apparent indifference. unfortunately, i was feeling rather pissed off right then, so i just yelled (well not exactly yelled, but i didn't exactly discuss it calmly either) at him, showing him that he had indeed succeded for today (at that point of time anyway) in his never-ending mission to piss me off. (had some arguments with calvin too, with enzhi being his sidekick or vice versa [yes they are otherwise knwon as calvin and hobbs] but too lazy to write about it)
i absolutely love mrs koh.
she's brightened up my day, no, possibly my year, by giving enzhi the following nickname: AH PEK!!!! ahahahahaha(goes on and on and on and on and on......) hehehe
i might sound sadistic, but who cares? he started it. humph. and i'm ending it. so there. but if he wants to continue, you cant blame e for getting mad, can you? after all, enzhi appears to be the mighty irritator, with his sidekick calvin, of course.
wahaha. looking forward to a nice ew year ahead with lots of fun FRIENDLY debates and tuition skipping due to saturday trainings. WAHAHAHAHA XD
I stopped ranting at | 3:43 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
nah dont rmb much at today
ooh yes! i topped the class girls while running 3 rounds of the track! yay. lolx. top 3 were still guys though. bah i was 4th. jacob totally has the height advantage. though i can say much for enzhi.
spent math and hcl lesson mostly slacking and trying to rmb the stuff abt being i/c. which we have to rmb by this saturday. cuz they can choose anyone. and they'll only tell us on that day.though i don't think they'll choose me. nopes. hope not. i'm hair i/c too btw. sgt eli juz appointed me that time. ironic.well not really. she's always telling me to keep it neat so i have to keep mine neat cuz i am hair i/c so blablabla. the new sec 1s are coming in on the 3rd training. oh man. we're gonna lose alot of instructors to the sec 1s. i think all the cpls will be moving over. ESPECIALLY cpl audrey. noooo... we want you!! and cpl eve too.....ooh man. they're moving all the 'nicest' ppl over. oh well .not that the other sd 4s arent nice. juz that they noe how 2 scold ppls. maybe cpl tzu hsiang might be moving over too......
wah dun wanna think abt it
OMG i cant rmb the i/c stuff!!!!!!!!!!! die! aiah can lah
it sounds fun.... once u get the hang of it i guess
listening to shao nian now, which reminds me abt last rs popo. sobsob:(
i miss sgt yu jia and her instructors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaa
I stopped ranting at | 4:49 AM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
what the hell. i though i posted about our orientation?!
okay here is the late post that should have been here on monday.
today was quite fun.
hehehe
we had to fall in at 7.30. bleahs so early. at least better than 7 which was the original time.
anyways, it was crazy setting the stuff up.
the shirts had to be kept off the muddy floor by the clothesline ppl, but i was in bandaging though.
bandaging we had cpl tzu hsiang(whom almost everyone kept calling sgt and she was saying when i called her cpl: yay!! you remember leh! or something to that effect anyways.) lcpl mae (EMO face. xD), jiamin and christine.
we were helping to bandage up our dear mummies...(drumroll please...): charlotte and man jia!!!
had to bandage 'all exposed skin' meaning their legs, arms and scalps (but no faces lar) and they were putting tissue paper or something on their foreheads
for the whole day we could hear daniel screaming on the stretcher(supposed to be in pain but sounded like he was on a ride) later on he was pretending to be an ambulance -_-''
hmm.. oh yes. half the time we used the fake blood, but half the time we didn't.about there anyways. christine had bloody knees (and later on one of the girl guides was asking her if she was okay. hahaha)and i had a scalp bandage which resulted in ultra-messy hair (later on just before corp cheer sgt ho simin was helping me tie hair cuz the hairband was almost dropping out. and sgt elizabeth kept saying: oi your hair ah....which she always says anyway) and an incision wound on my palm, which slowly (okay quickly) resulted in my bloody hand. as in my whole hand turned red. and i kept having to add water and occasionally extra blood (which i shared with christine and which sgt tzu hsiang kept complaining about: oi dont keep adding blood leh!)
and we were all screaming AAHH PAIN!!! HELP!! I'M BLEEDING!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! the whole day. my screams were most likely the craziest sounding ines cuz all the yr ones kept looking at me like i was nuts.XD
n some ppl i was just gonna start talking about st john to them and then yu feng appeared and say time to switch side liaos or something. bah
whole day long we were kept hungry by the smell of fried rice (abit of which we tried, and it was REALLY yummy!!) and SAUSAGES!!!! and they smell the nicest larh. torture. too bad we couldnt try xinyis chicken. apparently she cooked some. haha. became known/famous in the squad after std1 camp last yr (but it was really ma'am pearl ning's recipe XD)
later on in the day when the sun came up we were burning our butts/asses/wadeva and jiamin was roasting on the bed(later she say scared get white stripes on the legs from the splinting.
hehe. end of the day so damn funny larhs. charlotte and i were returning the logs and then at first we put at the scouts area (wth) then later saw the seniors going the other one and found out it was wrong so we had to carry to the correct one. SO DAMN PAI SEH larhs.
and before that i was actually carrying a log. then 2 of then std 3s came along and asked them let me take cuz they were carrying 2 and it would save time. they crossed the poles carrying them in some wierd way and almost dropped the last one at first. then later on i was carrying 2 poles. then lcpl yuek ho came along and insisted that he help take one (AGAIN!!!)cuz 'if not they say i bully you!' what the heck larh. then a certain std4 whose name i forgot came along and took the other one so i had none left. AGAIN!!! haha. then later i was carrying 3 with charlotte. (go back to the top of this paragraph for more ;p)
later i went back to class to get my bag only to find out i was sitting next to szl (ahemahem) and they drew the class plan on the board with little hearts. lolx
whatever. DARN. i wanted 2 post somemore but got 2 problems:
1. aggy is bugging for her com back.
2. i FORGOT what i wanted to post
and another thing. this darn thing keeps writing in italics. wonder why. i think i wanna go ask ppl tmr wan squad pt o not. oops i think too late. ask them another day barhs.
last thing:
aggy: done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?done?(gets faster and faster)
BYES!!!!!! (aggy: done?)
I stopped ranting at | 4:18 AM
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
this blog is still pitifully titleless.
anyway.
today was kinda crappy.
did i mention that i was assigned 2 sit next to that seah zong long? nevermind, because now i'm sitting with zi ying. so that solves the problem.
i was late for LA and when i got to class (the windows had suddenly mysteriously fogged up and had water trickling down) i heard a 'there she is' from everyone, and before that i heard ms kheng wondering where i was.
was writing the postcards to persuade yr1s to join SJ. GET A HUG, JOIN SJAB!!!!lame. the hug stands for Home with the Unifomed Groups by the way in case you havent noticed.
BREAKING NEWS!!! cherisse just told me on msn that (someone called) zhi hao wanna quit band and join back sj. omg i hope that true...
okay back to class. this morning zong long was writing 2 long lists. one went something like:
i will not cut squad during npcc training
i will not cut squad during npcc training
i will not cut squad during npcc training
...and so on.
apprently sok wei n all the other npcc std 2s had to do it cuz of some ppl. oh yes. and then there was another one that was something about not wearing white socks,ankle socks, colourful hairbands, wearing spectacle hooks during training and not repeating the mistake. then it went something like this:
me: what the heck?! you guys have to do this kind of stuff?
zl: proceeds to re-enact some bits of the conversation with their CI or something, what abt yes sir no sir and so on.
caris and amanda and some other girls in the class: er...zong long?are you talking to yourself?
zl: no, i'm talking to tabs
caris, amanda and co.: aah. okay.
whatever. later on enzhi was helping zonglong write the stuff (apparently each person muz write 90 lines) and zl was complaining it was too neat.
lolx
aggy now ask me go 505 with her so blog another time barhs. xD
I stopped ranting at | 4:16 AM
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
wahaha.
what a great way to start the year. spraining my ankle. how fun! (:
haha. but seriously, its kinda good cuz now both my bloody ankles look the bloody same.
my mum is now complaining how darn cold it is in here after i turned on the fan. oh puh lease.
and the std2 blog is DEAD. i shall ask xinyi 4 permission 2 bring it back to life. haha. i'll need help with the skin though XD cuz i suck at this sort of stuff.
anyway, by to my ankle. it was my right ankle this time (it was the left one that i busted last year while
walking back to my post during a netball game. how dumb is that?) this one was when i tripped while everyone was filing out of the gym. and i was
walking damn it. not juping around or doing anything extra.
haha. later on sgt xun lin saw me (i spotted her doing something at the sink, but what it was beats me) and she was saying something about i should know what to do cuz i am a first aider. haha. saw haonan who joked about going to the sick bay and haihua who chatted with me for abit while i waited for celeste to come back from her class and help me get the bloody ice.
which reminds me. did i mention that our classrooms are damn far away from the main school block? like,
container classrooms?! gotta walk damn far. even worse with my sprained foot. oh hell this is gonna be a long year.
oh by the way did i mention joanna? i met her at the library and we talked for ages. talk and talk and talk. haha. some of that time was spent on her talking on her phone with her cousin. it was kinda funny. she was saying everyone was going to school and se felt left out not going to school. i was looking at her and giving her the 'are you kidding?!' stare. lol. she's got a job at giordano now. says she's gotta put on makeup during her job. wierd. haha. postponing the china trip post for later. too lazy to upload it now.
oh yes, and guess what. we got mrs koh as our teacher!!! YAY!!! she told me not to tell but i told sylvia, whom i told not to tell mrs koh that i told her (sylvia) heheh. understand? no? nevermind. (:
happy new year and good luck with your new years resolutions.
now i'm off to practice guitar. hope it sounds nice(:
before that, some random stuff.
i'm eating apple slices, sour peach pieces (one of which i was force fed ack) and half a kiwi using a
spoon as a
fork.how lame can i get?
speaking of the kiwi, i'm reminded of the time when i asked my dad to help me buy kiwi (the solid shoe polish which we ise to polish our boots in SJ) and he almost bought kiwi(the fruit)
i forgot the tune of the battalions on alert cheer. crap. i liked it the most among the we were taught by the sir during orientation prep,
remind me that i hate most chocolates and cant stand getting them as presents.
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