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tabitha/tabs
26th may 1994
CHILD OF GOD! yhope eb2b ;D
shps: 4-6/12 '04-'06
dhs: 1K'07,2K'08, 3L '09
DHSJAB std3s'09

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EB2!
cherisse
cherv
jess
leow
yiching
yinghui
zinc

6/12:
ayj
clar
clare
fonny
shawn(tanstoe)

Squad:
christine
daniel
haihua
haonan
jiamin
xinyi
yiren

Kezo:
Clique:
huiwen.
sheena.
weixin.

std2s'09
sheryl
vivien

Hera!
aggy.
joelle.(shps junior)

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Friday, February 29, 2008

this shall be short.
today we went bloodbank. the process looks painful, despite what they say. (it's always the 'as painful as an ant bite' thing. dont remind me about BCG.that's what they said that time too.)
someone almost fainted at the cafeteria and had to be wheeled back on a gurney.
i know how amn sensitive the bit they poke the needle in is.trust me. i had a skin problem when i was young and the scars (and wounds) still remain on my arms (the inner elbows. or something)
i'm still clueless about what my blood type is.the doctors at mt. al. decided not to find out. darn.

gotta go do my bloodbank reflections and edit the play.
hopefully i can think of enough rubbish to fill up the 500-word minimum for the reflection.
and maybe the play might win the competition.
maybe

au revior.
tabs
PS. WE'RE GETTING OUR UNIFORMS SOON!we're getting them measured on tuesday.hopefully we'll get them in time for AGM.

I stopped ranting at | 4:21 AM


Thursday, February 28, 2008

today was fun.
WE POSTPONED HCL ZUOWEN!to tmr that is.-.-
we learnt footdrill in the morning!
so fun.actually we wanted to practice among ourselves but in the end we had to ask the std4s to teach us.
haha the std3s saw us. they were probably wondering why the heck we were doing footdrill at the parade square since we didnt have comp.train or anything.
we learnt kekanan,kekiri and kebelakan puseng for slow march. it looks seh when we synchronise. but we havent got to that stage YET.which means we std2s can do it!
yeah std1s '08,std2s '08 sqd JIAYOU(:

our squad absolutely rocks.

haha we (charlotte,kimberly,daniel and kaiseng) took FA test that was supposed to be for tmr, but simnce we cant go we had to take it today.i didnt study, but somehow i found it pretty easy(no, i'm not trying to boast ok)
kimberly kicked me to get my attention and make me tell her the answer. i couldnt,not with the std4s looking at us.daniel and ks forgot the same symptom of shock: sweating. (i tried to indicate it to him by fanning myself, but sgt elizabeth and sgt ho simin went "hey,dojnt give him hint!" oh well. i kept telling him "team 2 superior species jiayou!" (you understand unless you were in out std1 comp team.)

when i told him the answer,he was like "what the hell!" sad. charlotte studied nervous system for nothing. daniel and i didnt study that (i didnt study at all) and were high-fiving each other (we're both sadists, but he's more sadistic, he says so himself)

haha.I WANNA GO TRG TMR! boohoo.
next saturday is AGM.and we havent even taken uniform measurements. rawr.where's the uniform guy?!

au revior!(i'm happy today so i'm using itXD. and i dont take french for your info.)

I stopped ranting at | 3:50 AM


Friday, February 22, 2008

this shall be a short post. i'm posting from my dad's laptop.

tmr is sheena's bday cherisse and i gave her a h/p strap that says 'u rawkz' (r something). it was guides day too, and cherisse and weixin were going around shaking hands and saluting to seniors.

oh yeah. in the morning i went around collecting signatures and messages from the rest of the sqd with christine (the only one who met me at the canteen.thanks christine!)for yiren's bday card(his bday is tmr too!)

but yiren came along so i tried to trick him. he (politely enough) pretended to believe me.XD

today i ran 3 rounds in total.we were supposed to run 2.4 but in the end only counted laps. i ran 1 round after PE, went for malay, the ran 2 rounds during recess!! but that doesnt make up for PT....DARN. i'm gonna miss next week training again. i'm depressed.SO FEW TRAININGS LEFT and i gotta go for some stupid fieldtrip. why not some other day other than frday?!

rawr.i'm pissed.

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

not many chances to blog recently so i thought i'd make the best of this free time.posting from the school com during com class. hey i finished my already ok!XD

nothing much to post about though. i love week 2: no HCL!
next wed. i got sickbay duty so must go and arrange with (lcpl) shiyi about wen to meet.
i owe sgt eli. a leave app.2 actually.

why do the stupid fieldtrips have to be both compulsory and on training days?! DAMN IT i hate missing trainings. hey idiots, you know we've only got less than 10 more trainings with the std4s?! damn it. hopefully the next trainings after this friday (confirm miss one) will be on the 30th (a saturday) and not the 29th (a friday), or else i'l have to miss that as well. I DONT WANNA MISS ANYMORE TRAININGS!

sgt xunlin asked me to find out manjia's bday (which is, according to manjia, the same as yongsheng's) . i still havent got her replay. bah humbug.

au revior.

I stopped ranting at | 5:38 PM


Sunday, February 17, 2008

we went cny visitation for SF today. not much time so let the photos speak for themselves:


i only took 3 though. sad:(






joseph playing with my rubik's cube! haha must start from young mahXD




ooh, look! he's solving it! lol that kid's smart. he picked it up the moment he saw it.
daniel's apple. he constantly changes the stuff he draw's on it. he was fooling around with it,what with using some lightsaber screensaver, so when he swung it, the motion detector or something would pick it up and make the lightsaber noise. cool.
gtg go now or else i shall die. bb.

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Saturday, February 16, 2008









okay i missed out a few posts so i shall post them now!(:






friendship day/valentine's day/14th feb: i feel bad for not buying anything for anyone.should have sponsored the roses,but then agin by the time i found out about it it was too late. oh well. i got: smarties (forgot from who liaos),biscuit from sheena, ferro roche from amanda, kitkat from caris, hersheys kisses from teri, mini tube of mentos from christina, and a rose from zinc, huiwen and cherisse.(: yay.



from left: a bottle of beads and a scroll from cherisse(they were originally in the green thing), a note from caris(the orange heart) and the kitkat from her, smarties, mentos from christina, hershey's kisses from teri (from the yellow paper bag) and ferro roche from amanda! oh yea, the rose is somewhere behind.
turns out later they put the roses in class.

last nite.CAMPFIRE NITE!!!!!!!:

our whole squad met sgt elizabeth in the morning(and were wondering if we actually needed to fall in).got the NEW standardised socks from daniel and chocolate from sgt xun lin.

before campfire we met at the grandstand to teach mass dance to those who didnt know it. i was teaching samantha how to do it. samantha you are damn cute! you know when she thanks you she keeps repeating it. samantha you are damn sweet! aww...XD

then we went to learn songs and cheers from sgt cindy and one other std 4(whoops forgot who). we saboed sgt cindy.kept making her sing the songs for us.lol

after that we had dinner at the granstand. i sat directly behind the std1s. STD1S ARE DAMN CUTE!!!! haha. yufeng hardly ate anything. i was like: 'yu feng you dont go on a diet leh! you already so thin, what if one day you just disappear?' lol.

CAMPFIRE! sd1 sqd was the only sqd that took up more than 1 row of benches! i sat between haonan and haihua. SJ WAS THE MOST HIGH!!! for the mascot competition SJ won! it was by the std1s,and our mascot was a spongebob squarepants or something, and after we won cpl chuan kai was leading us in the spongebob squarepants song (sgt yi an wanted to do a 3 cheers thing at first but we sang the song in the end). omg it was damn funny!

then we sang a few songs and cheers. and there was thing skit. ok it was pretty lame but funny all the same. sj was the most high lor.when the person representing sj ('hercules', cpl chuan kai) we all cheered!haha then haihua and i were sitting behind cpl eve and victoria who were bouncing together to the music they we blasting through the speakers and we were calling them 'the two atoms' but it was damn cute lah!

then the highlight: MASS DANCE! we did it 3 times in total. someone fell down the second time. the 3rd time our sqd did it together.just the std2 sqd!!the last time was the most high.we just heck care and danced like we were nuts or something.

only after that came the nice songs and cheers. sgt jason was one of the emcees and he was doing his famous goreng pisang dance. they asked for a volunteer and daniel was the volunteer.at the end the std2s shouted: 'daniel most sexy!' it was damn funny,and we were joking about daniel sexyback and stuff.there was also stuff like the father abraham one (we were stanindg on the benches for both, desperate to keep our balance,especially for the father abraham one when we were jumping on them). then for the songs we all hug one another's shoulders and swayed. damn nice lah.

after the whole thing ended(with a big 'aww' from everyone) we were clearing up (i carried a bucket of firewood to the sj room.damn irritating, it kept knocking against and poking my leg) after all the while we were waiting for the uses our squad nurings were hugging each other! we all feel damn bonded now.

played cards with sgt xunlin, cpl eve,yufeng and some others in the bus after cpl eve's card trick (we tried to trick her by telling her that it was the wrong card).

TODAY:
we went to seoul garden for cny lunch! so fun lor. i shall post the photos tmr. cpl audrey was asking me: "why you wear black? cny leh!" then i was pointing out sgt xunlin, who was like, gothic. seriously. black shirt, black jeans... lol.


this year out squad was more lucky fot the lucky draw!(pun unintended, but since it's here, it's intended. get what i mean?) christine and majia won. manjia had to do forfeit with li lao shi (who drew out her own number. haha it was pretty funny, she actually managed to sabo herself). manjia asked us to do the forfeit with her, so our whole squad and li lao shi had to write 'xin nian kuai le' with non other than...our butts! lol typical. chinese is harder to coordinate lor.XD

xinyi and i kept cooking and eating the garlic chicken. its yummy okay! they were calling yiren 'mei nu' and yiren kept calling xinyi 'shuai ge'. somewhere in between christine called yiren 'mei nu yi ren',which ten became 'mei ren yu' (aka mermaid) lol!
after the whole thing haihua tried to fry the tofu and daniel tried making...fried ice cream. lol
we took a squad photo and then a corp photo(didnt have time to take a second squad photo, pity becuase sgts candice ('camera shy' lol), ho simin and kokswee didnt take it with us the first time.

we saw some of the std 4s (including sgts ho simin and candice.haha) at the mrt station and took picture with them! haha. too bad some ppl werent there, they went to suntec to buy rubik's cube. too bad for them.

i went back on the train with: jiamin, charlotte,yu feng, yiren, and 3 std1s! they were sabrina, cheryl and ji wen( i think.i keep forgetting her name). at first ji wen didnt say much.yu feng and i were talking to sabrina and cheryl, and yufeng kept saying stuff like "how can you not know me?? humph!" (damn retarded lah)and scaring them. yufeng you better not scare any std1s off! after yufeng got off, however, ji wen and i just kept talking,and she the first thing she asked me was: "who was that xiao ding dong?" LMAO. yufeng i hope you dont mind me laughing, but it was really damn funny. who ask you go and say she got emo face. ji wen lives in pasir ris too leh!yay! why our sqd only got me in pasir ris but the other sqds have so many ppl in pasir ris? grr.XD

cpl audrey(:
our 'yusheng'! see the 2? std 2s rock!!!
daniel's attempt at frying chocolate ice cream.







haihua's squashed and fried tofu on the left and our chao da/chowder soup (dont mind the pun). the chao da bits in the soup were because of xinyi scraping the stuff off the hotplate and dumping it in. ><






jiamin's 2 finished bowls of ice cream! (jiamin and i LOVE ice cream.)







haonan and his er...smile. he likes to smile/laugh, but sometimes at the wrong time (like when we were reporting during training). but this was the right time(:


bbye

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Sunday, February 10, 2008

went to watch ah long pte ltd today. actually i wanted to post a happy post, but not now. too pissed to post a happy post. i'll probably screw up if i try. i'll have another attempt tomorrow.

anyway, i'm pretty pissed with my parents. it's like: one moment we're joking with each other, and the next moment they start scolding me and commenting on how rude i am and "other people's children arent so rude. it must be our fault for not teaching her properly."guess what. that just came from the person who used to tell me never to compare yourself to other people. wow.great job, people. must be your fault for not teaching me well; like i'm a dog or something.

and my mum just came in to tell me to "hurry up and go to sleep" and that "you 越来越不昕话了"

WHAT THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM WITH YOU ADULTS?do you really think that all you say is correct and therefore we must obey? i know that you have all the experience so you're usually correct, and we're supposed to obey our parents no matter what, if something goes wrong they are responsible. but it just sounds wrong sometimes and in alot of those cases they ARE wrong. stop nagging at me, will you?

WILL YOU JUST BLOODY SHUT UP AND LET ME RANT AND COMPLAIN FOR FIVE MINUTES?! i know that kids in your time were more polite and obedient. i dont want to bloody know, okay!

my parents remind me of cats when you stroke their bellies. they enjoy it, then suddenly they attack you when they realise what vulnerable position they are in.

call me crazy if you want, but i just love reffering to cats. know why? i just love their style. for example, in a room full of cat lovers and one person who's, say, allergic to cats, it goes to the one allergic to cats (there's a valid reason for this but i dont wanna say it, find out for yourself). irony. i simply love it.

i have another reason to be depressed. the cat downstairs (the one i always meet) went missing for awhile, and i was quite happy to see that it was back. but when i went over, i saw that it had a collar on. i was pretty upset for various unexplainable reasons, like: i'm actually not it's real owner or anything. okay this sounds stupid but just shut up, okay.

what's more, when i went over to say hi,(and i was already depressd about the collar), my parents shouted at me not to touch it because it was dirty.one, i already petted it lots of times,and i didnt die or anything. two. QUIT INSULTING ME,WILL YOU, its late and you'll disturb the peace, and I'M NOT A LITTLE KID YOU CAN TELL ME FOR GOODNESS SAKE WHY DO YOU HAVE TO SHOUT?!WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?!

there.see? i'm way too depressed and upset to post a happy post. great job people, you just ruined my day.

so there.

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Thursday, February 7, 2008

i edited the last post. back and check.XD

AND HAPPY CNY PPL (:

lol.this is the time when all the (adult) relatives start saying to me stuff like: 'wah you so tall now!'(which i am not. isaac who's a few years my junior is just 2 cm shorter than me! wth) and 'wow, so tan! you swim alot is it?" lol. i havent had a swim in ages already.the tan's from my sj activities.speaking of which,remind me to eat more (that's not the only factor of course, but it's one) so i can get stronger.or else pt i die if they ask us carry ppl.

yesterday's post:

went to emei garden today.wore my new (black)shirt (which is actually the only new piece of clothing for cny.how pathetic.blame the fact that it's so darn hard to find nice stuff in the nearby malls.melissa agrees with me apparently.) and finally took the necklace fron auntie chay mui for a spin. (in a once-in-a-blue-moon attempt to look nice, so that maybe i can get some compliments other than ones about me being tall and tan) yay!(:

the whole lot of us were there. haha they were watching tv n the hall, the 'aunties' were playing cards in da gu's room (jin rami and some others) and there was a 'gambling den' in yao hui's room. haha. i spent most of the time in the 'gambling den' where they were playing mahjong.

haha the youngest player was isaac (the nephew who's almost as tall as me, still in pri. sch leh!) with the help of yao hui the pro of course. he actually only joined in later and when any adults came in they all said 'waaah isaac play mahjong hor!' lol. andrew (brians's bro, abt same age, but dont remember who's older. both in ns i think) was making jokes about isaac's mother scolding him in front of the class (she's a teacher in his school):"tell the class what you did for chinese new year (makes slapping action) lol.
isaiah (isaac's younger bro) spent most of the time playing a com game and was laughing all the way. it was pretty scary his laughing.so sudden .

at firsyt it was valerie, brian, jonathan and yao hui who were playing. melissa (my cousin who's the same age as me, jonathan's her older bro) and i were sitting beside valerie and watching her. she kept calling us her apprentices lol.

after some time i went to join jonathan melissa and isaiah for a few games of taiti (i won almost all.yay!) then went back to the gambling den.

after a few ames at the den valerie decided to stretch her legs and i took her place. dunno how much i lost to the pros (almost won one game.just one more tile! rawh!) but won 30cents! lol (it wasnt real money,just chips.)

haha never thougt i'd learn mahjong. oh yeah, while we were playing andrew (who couldnt figure out how to play after watching for ages, though later he joined in with uncle steven's help) went over to the abandoned com(isaac had been playing it) and started playing the game he(isaac) had been playing. he kept saying 'hoi!' when something wrong happened.lmao. we all laughed nonstop lah.

lol that's all i can think of. yay. so far i've got quite alot of angpow money.that's the fun of CNY! (haha i just remebered: when isaac got his angpow from uncle kiam peng he was playing mahjong and uncle kp was crapping about using the money for mahjong -.-)

today's post:

didnt do much, went over to dorcas's (she's one year my senior) house.havent gone there for a long long long long.....(many more 'long's later) long time. her name's actually the same as mine but hers is in greek while mine is in aramic. cool huh. (:

we spent the whole time chattin while the adults 'caught up with each other' i listened to them for awhile at first and almost fell asleep.zzzzzz.

planning to go aggy's house later.

au revoir.(yeah its cny so its unappropirate, but who cares?!)

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Monday, February 4, 2008

haha today was fun.
switched shoes with cherisse cuz she needed canvas shoes for guides and she didnt wear then.so had to wear pink shoes around the whole day.ugh i hate pink. oh well. i'm a nice person XD

we saw a std1 = before mass dance and some of us were crowding round him (on purpose, they guys were bing lame)and we were saying 'don't bully junior lah'. guess how we knew he was from sj: his collar pin!! omg no fair why they first training already have but we more than one year still dont have?! humph.

anyway we learnt mass dance today! it as pretty gay but i didnt care, was hypering the whole time.haha. went to 4B classroom to learn.

it was abit dumb, because once they asked daniel and kaiseng to dance in the center of the circle, and when the bit that we have to hold one another's shoulders and chiong round and round, and daniel and ks we just going ruond and round and round in their small circle (it looked pretty funny)lol

the 3 SCs in our squad (charlotte daniel and yiren) were teaching sgt eli thw sc dance (to the song all for one from HSM 2)and daniel was the most pro (we were saying he looked pretty serious while doing it) and he was using the 'kill insect approach' to help remember it, actually he used it for both mass dance and SC dance. something like: "*jump and clap* kill mosquito! *turn and look back* look at the dead body!" and so on. we were all laughing like hell larh (it look really funny but you only know when you see it)

and we were also trying to teach charlotte how to do some mass dance steps, so we did it slow-mo (whick looked pretty dumb now that i think of it) and the sdt4s (who had gathered at the other end of the class at the teachers table) heard us, looked over and started laughing (ok shant bother to think of a way to describe it. today so damn many lame things, lmao.)

sgt kaiming and the other guy dancing with him (forgot who it was, was it cpl kiankok?) were making the 'makan sign'(referring to the one that you put the tips or your fingers together to point up lol)at the last party of the dance when we were supposed to pose. lolx

oh yeah,and in somewhere in between, sgt jason, kaiming, and some others were competing to see who could hit the ceiling hardest with their heads (container classroom,so the low ceiling was mostly boards)and once the light kinda went out for about 10 seconds, causing everyone to go: oooooorh! lol it was pretty lame.

we made the std4s dance for us in pairs (girl w/h guy) yu feng was bent on saboing thenm and so were a few others (especially yiren whom the std4s made him dance with sgt wanyu who had no partner)
oh yeah and the std4 ambulances were dragging sgt justin to go and dance. it was pretty dumb really.

lol we kept going to xin shang aircon after each time.

i just remembered something depressing.manjia wants to quit.yufeng like to pon and she says she wanna quit too.yiren says if manjia quits he will quit too.kimberly has track and field and wanna quit.excluding zhaohon our sqd has a total strength of 16.if they quit we lose 1/4 of the strength.

those who wanna quit if u r reading this: DONT QUIT.PLEASE.*emo again for the upteenth time recently*:













no. i refuse to let myself get depressed. nope i'm not the kind of emo person. WAKE UP GIRL. you're not some crybabay so shut up.now.

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Friday, February 1, 2008

today was...interesting.

got to school in the morning, fell asleep in the car, blablabla. the usual routine. had 3period hcl.was pretty much depressed about today cuz the timetable's about the same as yesterday's.but we got to watch some chinese movie the whole time and slack.yay. la was pretty dry, just some presentations. by the time we got to history i was freezing suddenly for some strange and unknown reason and couldnt stop shivering.

then i ate lunch with cherisse weixin and zinc and went off to meet the squad at the grandstand. we were talking about the various std4s at the grandstand (or something like that)when they mentioned sgt Xun Lin,and i mentioned that it was her birthday. that's where the real day starts.
we decided to go to her class to sing her a birthday song. so we trooped over to her class and when she came out we sang her the birthday song in both english and chinese(aka the traditional dunman way) and i managed passed her the birthday present that i owed her but which she was trying not to get. (which was good otherwise i wouldnt know how to do it).she had that speechless look on her face (which looked kinda funny considering the fact she always has something to say) lol. it was kinda funny really, the whole scene.a huge group of people singing the birthday song right outside the classroom.

training. THE STD1S CAME IN!!!sgts candice (who's their SC), ho simin, kok swee and cpl dawn ewnt over to smc 1.so sad.oh well. hopefully they enjoy themselves. did i meantion that the std1 squad has like, 31 people? omg i'm happy again. yay.

training was fun, but it was a pity it rained, because we didn't do footdrill as a result, and my 2 hours or so of polishing (and burning) my boots were absolutely wasted. oh well

I TOTALLY SCREWED UP REPORTING. belok at the wrong spot, forgot charlotte's full name (whoops) and commanded the squad twice to sediya instead of senang diri, until sgt Xun Lin screamed at me:"I/C! what sort of command is that?!" Then i realised how stupid it was. at first i thought we kept having to samra cuz christine stayed at sediya(which was correct actually). ugh, feel so embarassed.

anyway, we did TOC today! it was cool. we learnet how to open (including testing ) and close a stretcher(there were 2 types: furley[not sure how to spell, it needs testing b4 using] and combat stretcher (doent need testing) and manual carriage: piggyback, fireman's lift, cradle and one other one, but i forgot what it's called. oh well. they kept asking me to be casualty because i was the lightest there (and charlotte almost dropped my once), apparently. yufeng didn't come.i tried loading kimberly on the stretcher once with the other nursings, but the rest of the time i was casualty and didn't get to try carrying a stretcher,sad.

pt we dashed around the school,leaving some people lagging because they had stamina but not speed. but before that: TOC. as in toc for pt. now i feel prettty guilty. becuase the sgts asked for 2 volunteers and i was one (the other one was yiren,and he cant really run anyway, he got injured) then they told me to get on the stretcher and the others had to walk in about 2 or 3 loops at the corridors at the area between the LTs and the corridors near the semicircle(make that ex-semicircle) area such that it formed a loop.

when they told me to get on the stretcher i was telling myself : you damn idiot! what the hell have you just done?! later on they were telling me that actually it was good or else they would have to carry someone heavier.lol.thanks everyone. now i don't feel so guilty (but there's still some guilt. i'd rather help carry the stretcher. i mean, i was tha causalty for almost the whole day! wth) oh well. there was some comfort in the fact that i could cheer louder.

oh yeah, and while they were carrying the stretchers, the std1s walked by! omg i was like: so many?! and they were just staring at us carrying the stretchers. it was prety funny. but later on sgt Xun Lin was screaming at us to knock it down. the std4s were scolding us for dragging feet,especially in front of the std1s: 'what if they see you and think they can drag shoes too?!'and so on.

went home with charlotte (i waited with her and daniel when they had to tell some stuff to sgt Elizbeth and i waited for her when she talked to sgt about some other stuff and daniel went off) and sgt Xiu Han, who we met along the way.she lives in pasir ris too! omg that rocks. (why is it that the std4 squad has so many people in pasir ris but i'm the only one in my squad?! no fair)

haha. when walking back from the mrt i was walking in the rain quite happily. strange. most people think of rain as depressing ot fun and cooling.lol. met the 'stray' cat at near the void deck.its striped black brown and white, and the tip of its left ear is gone.

oh well.that ends it. i shalll find some other way to say goodbye or something in some other language. but not today

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